Lyme Recovery, August 2014

I apologize for not blogging earlier. I have been struggling with the frustration of doing and taking everything I am suppose to and not seeing the results as quickly as I had hoped. There have been several days in this recovery that I have felt worse than I have in a long time. People continue to ask how I am feeling and I am unable to share that I am better. That leaves me feeling uncomfortable as many people probably question why I went to Germany for treatment that doesn't work. Yes, I have explained a million times that it takes time to detox, get rid of all the bad stuff and get my body working again. But day after day, I admit that I start to question if it really worked. I added coffee enemas more regularly and foot detoxes(2x per week) to my treatments. It has been a roller coaster emotionally. The tears still come and the frustration of the continued pain.  I have to say that in the last week I have had a couple of good days. Not pain free by no means but better. I hold on to those days with a glimmer of hope. I am trying not to keep track of how many days/weeks it has been since my treatment but it is difficult as I am returning to work soon and the pressure to be better will be increased. I appreciate the comments from other Lyme warriors and continued support from my family and friends. I will continue this fight and hope to help others along the way!